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There this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

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you can't change the past, i wish i could too but we can't

just remember, actions mean more than words

wait for an opportunity and take it

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I feel for ya man. I ditched this one girl that was absolutely amazing and regretted it for quite a while afterwards. Best thing you can do is understand WHY she doesn't want you. Saddly, you're going to need to take this as a lesson learned. If you really hurt her baddly, your best bet will be learning from your mistakes, moving on and finding a better girl. There are 2 billion of them out there... you can find one, I promise ya.

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Sorry but you need to man the fuck up

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how did u crush her?

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how did u crush her?

Obviously with a steamroller.

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Sorry but you need to man the fuck up

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If you're in 10th grade now, idk what that is over here, but i'd say you're like 15-16, you need to sort your life out and stop going on about a girl you used to go out with when you were like 13, when that's not even a real relationship.

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you need to sort your life out

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reminds me of this time where there was this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

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reminds me of this time where there was this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

9goR

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reminds me of this time where there was this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

9goR

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I had the same thing when I started in high school.

I really fell in love with this girl who had the same points of interests, thoughts and so on. She just seemed perfect for me.

We had gotten known to each other for a while so I decided to ask her out. I was VERY nervous, as always, but I felt really comfortable around her. She asked "soo... Where should we go?". I hadn't even thought of a place to pick. "I know a good movie that just came out".

The next few days in school were a bit awkward with her around, but I was really eager to date her. I had chosen some bad romantic film just to get her in the mood (I was a horny kid, lol). While walking to the cinema we switched these little stares. She was so beautiful when she smiled.. After buying some popcorn we went to the cinema. At some point my feelings just started to get me on, so I held her hand in mine. She looked back and smiled at me. Such a magical moment. Soon the movie ended and we got out of the cinema.

I whistled for a cab and when it came near

The license plate said fresh and it had dice in the mirror

If anything I can say is that this cab was rare

But I thought 'Man forget it' - 'Yo home to Bel Air'

I pulled up to the house about seven or eight

And I yelled to the cabbie 'Yo homes smell ya later'

I looked to my kingdom

I was finally there

To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel Air

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reminds me of this time where there was this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

9goR

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reminds me of this time where there was this one girl I hurt badly in 8th grade, she never deserved what I did to her. I made her so many promises that in the end I just ended up crushing them. I still remember the first time I met her, she was beautiful. I still remember the day her and I started talking, we were such dorks. I remember we would always talk to each other at night, we would just keep talking not caring what time it was. I remember holding her, even when her and I never went out and I swear I never wanted to let her go. The day I asked her out, gosh she moved away when I was about to kiss her on the lips and I kissed her cheeks. I once mean "The World" to her, now she hates me and wants nothing to do with me because I let her go. I let her deal with the pain by herself, fuck I want to change the past so badly. She never deserved that broken heart, she never deserved those lies... what she deserved was happiness and love. Its been 2 years and I feel so fucking guilty that its killing me in the inside. I've been trying to tell her how sorry I am, but it never works. I would do anything to change the past between her and I. I made her cry... when I promised to never make her cry, I promised to always be there for her, but in the end I disappeared. I wish she understood how sorry I am and how much I want to show her that I've changed. Gosh she deserved so much more than what I did to her... I wish I could of held her when she cried, I wish I could of comfort her when she was alone... I wish for so many things that it hurts so fucking much. I never knew how much she meant to me 2 years ago... god damn I should of fucking realized =/.

9goR

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I had the same thing when I started in high school.

I really fell in love with this girl who had the same points of interests, thoughts and so on. She just seemed perfect for me.

We had gotten known to each other for a while so I decided to ask her out. I was VERY nervous, as always, but I felt really comfortable around her. She asked "soo... Where should we go?". I hadn't even thought of a place to pick. "I know a good movie that just came out".

The next few days in school were a bit awkward with her around, but I was really eager to date her. I had chosen some bad romantic film just to get her in the mood (I was a horny kid, lol). While walking to the cinema we switched these little stares. She was so beautiful when she smiled.. After buying some popcorn we went to the cinema. At some point my feelings just started to get me on, so I held her hand in mine. She looked back and smiled at me. Such a magical moment. Soon the movie ended and we got out of the cinema.

I whistled for a cab and when it came near

The license plate said fresh and it had dice in the mirror

If anything I can say is that this cab was rare

But I thought 'Man forget it' - 'Yo home to Bel Air'

I pulled up to the house about seven or eight

And I yelled to the cabbie 'Yo homes smell ya later'

I looked to my kingdom

I was finally there

To sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel Air

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god at least put some smileys in your text to make it readable!

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m8 ur crying over ur preteen relationships wtf

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hmm, a lot of trolls, cool :).

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wont mean a thing when youre in college

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